Chapter 3. Homeroom Teacher

The one who walked in was my homeroom teacher. Her timely appearance was unexpected and caught me off guard. At that time, I had mixed feelings of a bitter heart for she had ruthlessly destroyed any good opportunity that might have blossomed with Yuan Yuan. If I’m being honest, I wanted to take revenge on her back then!

The teacher wore a compact business attire, one that accentuated her beautiful figure. She looked to be in her early twenties, giving off a pure and fresh feeling.

Facing such a woman, I felt nothing but a mountain of pressure.

I vividly recall how she seemed to know that I was purposely looking at her chest and she immediately blushed in embarrassment. The tone of her voice turned strict and said, “I’ll help you study now.”

I had no choice but to sit down next to her and listen as she helped me analyze why my grades were awfully horrendous!

The smell of her perfume was too strong, especially when she exuded an unknown body fragrance that had me intoxicated. The two of us were alone in the room, and I thought… why don’t I force myself on her so I could vent my selfish desires? However, when I thought of those sinful thoughts, I suddenly thought of Big Sister Qing Qing. My heart jumped. I wondered then how she was doing.

Her world no longer existed for me, whether it exists or not was unknown to me. I haven’t seen her in a long time.

I… I miss her!

I wasn’t sure how long I stayed with the homeroom teacher. I only remember that it was evening already when the discussion about my poor results ended.

Reluctantly, I left her office, my body as listless as an eggplant in autumn. As I approached the door, the teacher said to regularly meet her in the office to study and to be sure I wasn’t late.

I knew my ability to learn and my self-control wasn’t good, to begin with, but still, I reluctantly agreed to her request. If I didn’t, I’d not be able to graduate and I’d have trouble finding a nice, decent job. I knew my future was dim

“I promise,” I jokingly said to the homeroom teacher.

She looked back at me and smiled. My heart turned to a rosy rainbow of color, and again, I thought of a sinful, fleshly desire towards her which I despised. I finally had done something that I wasn’t happy about.

I knew the homeroom teacher was merely looking out for me, helping me for my own good. She also knew a little bit about my predicament and situation and it is for this reason that she doesn’t hesitate to reach out a helping hand.

From her, I felt a sense of warmth I hadn’t felt before and from her, I could see Big Sister Qing Qing’s homely figure once again. She reminded me of my Big Sister Qing Qing.

I had strong desires, but I managed to control it. I didn’t want to face Big Sister Qing Qing with an ounce of guilt. I didn’t want to hurt the woman I love…

That night, I went to a bar not too far off from school. To get rid of the heat of desires crawling in my body, I ordered a bottle of beer and a snack to calm myself down as quickly as possible. But I couldn’t. That feeling of not being able to do anything had been suppressed too strongly and I hadn’t yet found a way to release my suppressed desires.

The bar was brightly lit and filled with restless souls dancing about. While caught drinking my heart out, I got to know a blonde woman who was slightly curious about me, a young man, drinking in a bar instead of dancing. That woman, she looked beautiful in the spotlight.

Maybe it was the alcohol getting to me.

She smiled alluringly and whispered, “We won’t return until we’re drunk…”

I knew this woman was no simpleton! I had actually agreed to her request.

Though she wasn’t tall, she had a unique style. Her black dress wrapped around her fair and long legs while she had a sweet, intoxicating smile plastered on her face. Suddenly aware of my lust, I wanted to seize the opportunity to get drunk with her.

I found out that her name was Li Li and her father a CEO of some company. I didn’t realize then that she a great family background. The difference between her family and I was like heaven and earth. We belonged to two different worlds, but tonight, it mattered not.

We drank that night, almost a little too much. We ended up stumbling in a hotel near the bar to get a room. As I was a frequent guest of the hotel, the staff didn’t care to ask about the details when they saw our drunken look.

The hotel staff placed us in a spacious and elegant room. Perhaps it was the effect of the woman. I thought, “I can’t let her go.” I couldn’t let her go.

I put Li Li down the soft bed and used my hands to gently take off her clothes. Only her underwear was left. In front of me was a beautiful woman and reckless me had a trace of panic and fear in my heart…

I kissed Li Li’s body from head to toe, doing all these silly actions to give her a good experience. After I busied myself for almost ten minutes, she finally reacted.