Chapter 125
Elysia shook her head, saying it was nothing, before standing up and pushing his chest.
If it were him in the past, he would have been pushed away and their position would change. But now, as if he had no intention of doing so, Cassian lifted her hand from his chest and put her finger in his mouth.
“….?”
Elysia blinked her eyes as she watched his lips curling in surprise.
“Not yet.”
He then licked her finger while meeting her gaze. Elysia, who pursed her lips at his provocative look, made no reply. After letting go of her hand, Cassian pulled her by the waist while facing each other.
“Heup.”
Their bodies were hot as they were tightly pressed against each other.
“Sometimes…”
Uttering softly, he slowly opened his eyes and looked at the nape of her neck. Then, as he lowered his head, he bit into Elysia’s nape and moved his body vigorously.
“Ah…”
“I thought you were licking your lips while looking at my throat. Did I see it wrong?”
Elysia bit her lip.
Cassian, who immediately felt the strength in her, smiled and ran his finger across her slim back.
“It’s good to look at it as if you’re going to eat me, but it’s a little frustrating because I don’t know why.”
It would be nice if you could tell me.
After finishing his words with a sigh, he kissed her affectionately in her ear as if he did not want an answer anyway. Elysia could feel goosebumps at the sound of his low voice ringing in her ears, and she put her hand on his shoulder.
“Even though I’m holding you like this, I don’t feel like I was having you… and that makes me so angry.”
“What do you…”
“Are you going to say no?”
Cassian propped up the back of her head so that he could see her face, then lifted her back. As if telling her to look at him.
It wasn’t until Elysia picked up her labored breathing that she could barely get a good look at his face. He soon buried his face deeper into her palm as she involuntarily reached out and brushed the corner of his distorted eye.
“I’m afraid that you want me.”
“What is that… unh.”
“I don’t want to know your heart.”
Cassian muttered with a troubled face.
“Cassian. I…”
The next moment, he smiled and reached out his hand.
Moaning was the only thing that came out through Elysia’s lips, which could not finish his words because he had taken away the time he had given for a while, perhaps because he didn’t intend to listen to the next words.
Taking her hand and pressing it down on the sheet, Cassian moved as if no more conversation was needed. Perhaps reaching her was not enough, he seemed frantic because it could not reach deeper.
“Too deep…!”
“Don’t you like it?”
Her body seems to feel that way.
As he threw her legs over his shoulders, Cassian watched Elysia’s every reaction endearingly. His languid gaze followed everything from the fluttering of her eyelashes to the momentary biting of her lips.
“I thought of you every night, Elysia.”
“…Uht.”
“I can’t tell you because you would run away if you found out when I first thought of you in bed.”
He let out a self-deprecating laugh.
Cassian, who stroked her trembling body with his hand as if he was drawing on it, groaned softly and hugged her.
“Ah… Lady Elysia.”
The two bodies, tightly pressed against each other, rushed towards the end. He only then realized that the thumping heartbeat was his. Cassian, who had been embracing Elysia for a long time, lowered his head and chewed on her thin neckline.
“Ha, now…”
At the sound of his angry voice, Elysia moved her body to look at his face though the tight grip only tightened.
“Everything is scary.”
What was so scary? She did not understand and patted him on the back. Meanwhile, Cassian said in a deep voice, resting his forehead on her shoulder.
“…I’m afraid you’ll disappear again.”
“That… ah!”
There was something firmly revealing its presence inside their still overlapping bodies. Elysia groaned and thought they needed to talk, so she forced him away. At the same time, facing her face, Cassian turned his head away, avoiding her gaze.
“Why are you avoiding me?”
She smiled wryly and grabbed his chin before leading him.
“What should I say first? Hmm?”
Elysia laid him down and turned his back.
“Ah, wait… Elysia.”
As expected, his wet eyes were pitiful as if he was about to cry, but she did not give him a break.
“I don’t remember giving permission to remove the ‘Lady’ title.”
She didn’t know why she was angry? Was he angry that he didn’t listen to her and acted his own way? Elysia felt guilty for torturing him when she could not even understand her feelings herself.
“Haa…”
A series of short moans echoed through the bedroom.
Wasn’t that a nice voice to hear?
As if he knew what she was thinking, she could feel the strength going into his body, which had grown in size inside of her like skins touching each other. The moment she squeezed her hand tightly, the veins on the nape of his neck bulged.
“Don’t.”
Elysia noticeably slowed her pace and pressed her palms against his chest as she warned him not to move.
“You have to be patient.”
“I can’t stand it… Lady Elysia.”
“I think I’ve said it several times. Not to mind the man in the portrait.”
Of course, it wasn’t his fault, either.
Her fingers then pinched and twisted, distorting Cassian’s face even more. Elysia, who was slowly appreciating his face, pulled out something that was especially annoying her.
“What are you afraid of? That my heart doesn’t beat?”
Cassian’s body trembled at those words.
At that innocent reaction, Elysia laughed as though she was having fun. She knew, of course, that it didn’t mean that he was afraid that he wouldn’t be human because she didn’t have a beating heart.
“I told you. If you were going to be scared, you should have stopped earlier.”
Even though she gave him a chance, it was he who held her arms. He wouldn’t be afraid if she explained everything.
“Did you say I would disappear?”
“Ah, Lady Ely—”
Cassian took a deep breath. Perhaps that wasn’t the case, he bit her finger as he tried to speak. Unlike stirring the soft flesh of his mouth, she kindly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with her other hand.
“Hold on. We haven’t even finished talking yet.”
Elysia cut off the voice calling her name, and she spoke in a commanding tone. It was she who was making it unbearable… so why was she angry on her own?
“The time you waited for is nothing.”
How long did she wait? Still, she had no intention of telling him.
“I was wrong. I didn’t mean that…”
He hurriedly added something, but Elysia pushed her waist back down and devoured him as she set her nails against the desire to suck his blood, which was as strong as the rush of pleasure. The thought of whether she had any more patience and the thought of ‘not yet’ fiercely clashed.
He had already cried twice, so she shouldn’t make him cry again. If she had met him in the past at this age, she wondered if he would have been like this.
In the end, Elysia leaned over and licked his eyes, trying not to let Cassian know what she was thinking.
“Unh, I really can’t take it anymore…”
The cries mixed with the panting breath inevitably gave strength to her body.
“Lady, Elysia.”
“You can.”
She kissed him deeply as if giving him a reward for his patience. His large hands grabbed her waist, followed by strong movements. Needless to say, they hadn’t had any conversation since while just rushing to embrace each other and swallowing their words.
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Elysia removed the arm that was holding her and carefully rose from bed. She had to settle for a meal when Cassian fell asleep. It was because the lust for blood was at the limit during the affair that lasted until morning.
As she glanced to see that he was asleep, she put on her clothes roughly and then snapped her fingers.
“Mother?”
Elysia, who moved to the Magic Tower’s office, waved her hand to Cardel.
“Ung.”
“You look tired.”
“I’m hungry.”
Cardell laughed as if he knew it.
“You can eat without father’s knowledge.”
“I don’t think that will work.”
Elysia let out a sigh and lay down on the couch. She had a thirst that animal blood would not quench.
“Ah. Come to think of it, I don’t have one right now…”
She was reluctant to directly suck a human other than Cassian. That was why Cardell always prepared meals for her, and now she didn’t have anything prepared in advance. Since she had no time to wait as she was very thirsty, she had no choice but to do it herself.
“What about Zen?”
“He should be in the library.”
Elysia nodded and left the office.