Chapter 81

I was confessing my love and desire for him. Looking at his beautiful figure was enough to make my body react. I was sure he could see me, and my heart began to beat fast. What if… What if he agrees to it?

Would his body be even more beautiful than before? Harder? More muscled since it seemed like he has been training?

I looked down, feeling breathless. I saw my body and felt disgusted. What an ugly thing I was.

Suddenly, I heard him putting his sword back into his scabbard. I also listened to the sounds of fabric rustling. I guessed that he was turning around to leave. I saw the blindfold on the floor, and I thought I would have to ask Eriez to put it back on me when he gets here.

“… Juya.”

However, I didn’t hear any footsteps leaving me. I didn’t dare to look up. I just murmured, “My prince… Sevan Camille… I…”

“Juya. Please look up. Look at me.”

Such sweet words. It was like I was dreaming or hallucinating. I couldn’t disobey him, so I looked up.

He was still standing in front of me. His shirt was off, and he was also undoing his belt.

He was so beautiful. How could anyone call him something other than a warrior?

“…”

I looked at him blankly as he walked towards me. He took out his manhood, which was already semi-hard. It seems that he has been stroking himself to get ready for me. Was this a dream?

I wished it was really a dream because that way, I could enjoy it more. Unfortunately, I was wide awake. This was really happening.

The boy’s face was so gentle, yet his body was that of a strong man. The thickness that entered my mouth was hard and big. It filled my mouth completely; in fact, I had a hard time accommodating his size. It was straight, smooth, and clean.

It was the loveliest thing I have ever seen.

How could anyone call him a murderer? This was a perfect man.

I sucked on him loudly, and the prince said to me in his boyish voice, “Juya, to be honest, I still don’t know what love really is…”

“Mmm… Haa… Hhhh…”

“Every time I touch myself, I get big… Just like this right now… But this… Does this mean something? Does it have enough meaning that can change someone’s fate, enough to cause misery to so many people? I… I don’t know.”

I was stupid while he was wise. Prince Camille… He was wise, just like his brother.

“Juya, to be honest, I don’t like this. I also don’t like those who get controlled by this… And among them…”

I, Iztal Juya, was one of those who got controlled by this. But it seemed that the prince didn’t notice. He continued, “I hate those who ruined you, Juya… You are so kind and smart… Juya… Haa… Aaa… Juya… Is this normal…? To feel this way…? Hhh… Kkk… S-stop…!”

I focused on moving my tongue to pleasure him, and it worked. The beautiful young man spasmed. He kept telling me to stop, but when I continued, he became breathless and ecstatic. It was evident that he wasn’t used to this.

He looked up at the ceiling and trembled. Slowly, he moved back and forth in my mouth, and he tasted so beautiful.

“Haa…. Mmmhh… J-Juya… This… It’s… Too… Haa… I… I can’t… hold on… anymore…!”

Prince Camille tried hard to resist, but there was no way he could last too long. I was a professional at this, and he was helpless against my mouth.

I wanted this. I desired to drink him. Please give me your lust and desire.

I love you.

He was trying very hard. He grabbed onto his scabbard and squeezed, trying to delay his orgasm, but within a few seconds, he flinched and groaned.

“Haa… Juya… Haa… Ha… Aaaa…”

I felt ecstatic as I tasted him, but before he finished, he unsheathed his sword again.

“…?”

I felt it behind me and heard the distinct sound of the sword cutting through the ropes. I was no longer bound; being so weak, I crumpled onto the floor.

“Ahh… Haa… J-Juya… Get up. You need to get up now.”

Did he know what he just did? By freeing me… He could get into huge trouble…

He quickly put on his pants and put his shirt on top of me. He tried to help me stand up, but I protested, “I… Ha… N-no… We can’t… I can’t… I can’t leave here… Ahh… My prince… My precious prince… Please… You must leave before…”

He was the kindest man I knew, and I couldn’t let him put himself in danger. I laid on the floor and began to sob. I couldn’t take this anymore. I have been pretending that I was okay, but I wasn’t.

The prince, my prince, waited for me quietly. He stood up, and when I finally quieted down, he said to me, “Juya, you told me to tell you my real thoughts and feelings. I am ready to do it. I will show you everything about me, so please listen to me. This… This is an order.”

I could never disobey Prince Camille’s order.

***

My body was so weak that I couldn’t walk at all. I also had no shoes, so when we finally left the room, Prince Camille carried me. It was an early evening, and the white moon was high up in the sky.

Where was he taking me?

We left the castle gate, and afterward, he followed an unknown path. It wasn’t towards his own quarters.

“Was it over here…?”

He carried me towards the lake for a long time before letting me down when we reached a spot with a hole in the ground. It was hidden by thick branches.

He dug the soil a little, and when he found whatever he was looking for, he banged on it with the back of his sword.

“W-what are you doing, your highness?”

Before he could answer, I heard a loud squeaky sound.

“Let’s go in.”

“P-pardon?”

He removed a large piece of wooden board from the ground, and a downward path appeared. What was this? Who hid this path? I had no idea there was a secret pathway here.

He helped me walk down. It was dark, but soon, the dirt trail turned into a stable stone pathway, and I could walk a little finally. It seemed like this was a long underground route. But to where?