Chapter 373: Reality (13)
Zhan Bei Tian saw from Mu Yi Fan’s expression and felt how sad and helpless Mu Yi Fan was when he came back to reality.
He hugged Mu Yi Fan and asked, Did you finally choose to be with Zhan Bei Tian in this reality because you love him? Or because he is similar to me in appearance and temperament?”
Mu Yi Fan was shocked. He didn’t think Zhan Bei Tian would ask this question, but he didn’t hesitate or take the time to think about it. He said directly: Bei Tian, I don’t want to lie you. I love both Zhan Bei Tian in reality and you in the book. Although I have only been in the book for a short period of more than two years, we have experienced many things between us, so that our feelings will never die. In reality, although Bei Tian and I haven’t experienced anything that spectacular, but I have been in love with him for more than 20 years. From the time I was born, I met him, grew up with him, and finally fell in love and promised him. It can be said that nothing in the world can shake the deep feelings between me and him. When I was together with Bei Tian in reality, I often thought, did I fall in love with you in such a short time because of my experience with the Bei Tian in reality, or did I fall in love with the Bei Tian in reality because I love you in books was so much. So you two carry the same weight in my heart. ”
Speaking of this, his eyes darkened: I sometimes still think, I am not very fanciful, even got like two men at the same time.”
After hearing this, Zhan Bei Tian didn’t have any expression, he just asked, If you have to make a choice, who will you choose?”
Mu Yi Fan stared at him and didn’t know how to answer the question, because he didn’t know how to choose, no matter who he put down, he was reluctant.
When Zhan Bei Tian saw that he was speechless, he asked him in a different way: If there is one person between me and the real Zhan Bei Tian that must disappear, who will you choose to disappear?”
What?”
Mu Yi Fan was surprised: One of you two will disappear?”
Of course, I have occupied his body now, and my existence will definitely make him disappear. If he continues to use this body, I will not survive in this world, Mu-Mu, who do you want to stay?”
Mu Yi Fan felt anxious and asked: What about the other Bei Tian? Where is he now?”
He is still in this body.” Zhan Bei Tian eyes darkened: You are so worried about him, is your choice the reality Zhan Bei Tian, right?”
No, of course not.” Mu Yi Fan eyes looked red: I just said, you in my heart is just as important no matter who, I do not want you to disappear?”
He tightly hugged Zhan Bei Tian and choked, Why does it have to be so? Since you appeared, why can’t everything be in a perfect solution?”
Mu Yi Fan thought of something and quickly raised his head: Bei Tian, since you can crossover into this body, can you also crossover into my body, so that both of you will be OK.”
Zhan Bei Tian frowned: If I take your body, you will disappear.”
It doesn’t matter, as long as you two are both well.”
If you are not here, my existence will be meaningless.”
But I don’t want any of you to disappear.”
Zhan Bei Tian looked at Mu Yi Fan’s crying eyes and couldn’t bear to see him sad. At last, he couldn’t hold up any longer. He chuckled and said, Fool, I lied to you.”
Mu Yi Fan scoffed: Lie to me?”
Yeah, it’s a lie that one has to disappear.”
Mu Yi Fan excitedly said: You mean you and the reality of Zhan Bei Tian will share a body?
Then, he felt that it was not good for two souls to share one body. No matter which Bei Tian, when the other one saw that he was in love with one of them, he was sure that it would be very painful for that one. He did not want such a situation. He did not want the two Bei Tian to be sad.
Without sharing a body, I am the same person as the Bei Tian in reality, I am him, he is me, and the Zhan Bei Tian in reality is the Zhan Bei Tian in the book from the beginning to the end.”
Mu Yi Fan froze again: What do you mean?”
Zhan Bei Tian explained: When I came to you from the book to the reality, there was a mishap, I lost my body, and my soul went into my mother’s stomach. I was reborn as a new baby, but I had no memory. I didn’t remember anything until I hit my head a few days ago.”
Mu Yi Fan was surprised that he lost his words completely, and only returned to his thoughts after a long time: That is to say, you have come back to me for a long time, but the timeline was wrong?”
Yes, I thought I would come directly to the timeline when you just came back from the book, but I didn’t expect I was moved 30 years ahead of timeline, and I forgot all about you. Fortunately, I finally found you.”
Zhan Bei Tian excitedly picked up Mu Yi Fan and locked him firmly in their legs.
After so many years, he finally found this lost and recovered baby, his life is full of vitality again.
Are you the Bei Tian in reality? Is the Bei Tian in reality you? Mu Yi Fan murmured, never dreaming that the real Bei Tian and the book Bei Tian are the same person.
He asked in time, How did you crossover?”
Zhan Bei Tian can’t help recalling the things in the book: A year after you pa.s.sed, Qin Tian told me that you are not the person from that world, and you couldn’t stay on that world, you staying in the book, will change a lot of things and cause mishaps, at that time, I was very sad to hear it, but I thought that since you can crossover in the book, then, I should be able to crossover into the reality you spoke about, and after that, I decided to rectify the Shui city, but also finish the plot about the end of the world according to your novels… In addition to most of the plots in, I asked Tian Nan to find a memory in the emperors body he was sucked into for a way to shuttle between different worlds. Then, as long as I have free time, I will cultivate in s.p.a.ce, improve my ability, and join hands with Qing Tian in trying break through the s.p.a.ce in the book and crossover into reality. Before I came here, Qin Tian told me that because I am the soul from the book, I won’t be able to reach your world safely, we couldn’t determine your specific time and location, and there will be all kinds of unexpected accidents on the way, so I met the mishap of losing body and memory. ”
Mu Yi Fan still felt it was all surreal: You are the Bei Tian in reality and the Bei Tian in reality was still you in the book? Is this really true?”
It’s true.”
Mu Yi Fan just returned to his thoughts after being a daze for a while, and he glared at Zhan Bei Tian and screamed angrily: Then why did you lie me just now and say someone will disappear.”
Zhan Bei Tian winked and spoke with a smile: Just want to know who you love more.”
In fact, he was jealous if himself.
When he thought about everything in the book, he didn’t want Mu Yi Fan to forget that he was suffering for Mu Yi Fan’s death after he was with the Zhan Bei Tian in reality. In order to recover Mu Yi Fan, he tried to find various ways to catch up with the Zhan Bei Tian in reality.
However, from the standpoint of Zhan Bei Tian in reality, he really wants to know how much Mu Yi Fan loves that one. Because in reality, he protected Mu Yi Fan as a treasure one, loves and dotes on Mu Yi Fan, and is reluctant to hurt Mu Yi Fan. He dare not even show his love, let alone say his love. His carefulness in love is nothing more than his worry that Mu Yi Fan will no longer pay attention to him because of his distorted love of love who.
Before he was with Mu Yi Fan, his heart was very painful. After Mu Yi Fan was with him, Mu Yi Fan never said he loved him. So, he wanted to know how important Zhan Bei Tian was in Mu Yi Fan.
You are too much. Do you know how anxious I was just now that one of you would disappear?” Mu Yi Fan buried his face in his chest and cried.
Zhan Bei Tian frowned: Sorry, it won’t happen again.”
He painfully patted up Mu Yi Fan’s face, but saw that Mu Yi Fan was laughing and crying, which made him realize the meaning of the word Crying with joy”, and also made him laugh and cry: Are you crying or laughing?”
Of course, I’m laughing. I’m very happy now, because I didn’t expect to see you again.”
Zhan Bei Tian wiped the tears off his face with his thumb: Then why do you cry?”
Mu Yi Fan held the hand on his face and giggled: You are the Bei Tian in the book and the Bei Tian in the reality too. It’s so nice!”
Zhan Bei Tian was amused by his silly looked: Whats so nice about it?”
Mu Yi Fan touched his chest: This heart is finally complete settled. It doesn’t need to be divided into two parts to love two people, and it doesn’t need to be tangled up. Now it’s really good to love someone singularly and wholeheartedly.”
Zhan Bei Tian’s heart throbbed and he couldn’t help kissing his mouth.
Mu Yi Fan smile: Bei Tian, I love you. When I died in the book, I wanted to say it, but I didn’t even have the strength to speak at that time. I didn’t expect that I would have a chance to say it now.”
Zhan Bei Tian hugged him. Although it has been decades or even nearly a hundred years for him to get here, his heart still felt very painful when he thought about that time. He will never forget that Mu-Mu died in his arms.
But he won’t let that happen again.
Bei Tian, I love you.” Mu Yi Fan said again affectionately: This is what I said to Zhan Bei Tian in reality. Before that, because there had been Bei Tian in the book in my heart, I didn’t say it all the time, because I wanted to say these three words to you when I really let go of everything and decide on who be with. I didn’t know whether it would be too late.”
No.” Zhan Bei Tian touched his face: It would be better to say it more than once.”
How many times do you want to hear it?” Mu Yi Fan asked with a smile, Can I tell you my whole life?”
Okay.” Zhan Bei Tian saw the black circles in his eyes and said with heartache, I’ll have a rest. What can you do when I wake up?”
But I have a lot of questions. For example, after I left, what happened to Qing Tian and the others? Did he look like you when he grew up?”
I’ll tell you that for the rest of my life.”
Yes, they will be together for a lifetime.
Mu Yi Fan didn’t ask again. He hugged Zhan Bei Tian and closed his eyes with a smile.